The reason why i feel sad is that today is the 23rd of January.The 23rd of January of every year is a memorable day for me--it is the day of my grandpa's death.
In the morning,after breakfast,i pray for my dear departed grandpa.I hope that he is happy in that world.On this day,no matter what i do,i miss him even more.
Actually,i dont really believe that he was already left me.Before he died,he had promised to me that he would send me on my way at the airport,he promised that he would speak to me in Russian next time when i go to his house,How merciful he was!How can i accept the truth that he was already passed away?How can i?He broke his word!
I miss you so much my dear grandpa--Awan.Even after one whole year since you left, i still can't believe that you are gone.I always feel that you had merely journeged somewhere far away and would come back to see me again one day.I know that i'm not just day-dreaming,at least you will come to see me when i sleep...
I'm so sorry that i can't visit your grave to see you and chat with you.I'm so sorry,my dear Awan.I know you will forgive me.You have always forgiven whatever i did before.
Now,i'm alone in my house and listening to some songs.I'm quite content in the belief that you are enjoying your time in that world.Please don't worry about me,i will try my best to do everything well.I will do so,because of my promise to you.
One thing though,i can't stop crying....
TAKE CARE, AWAN!
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I am sorry to hear about your grandpa's passing away. But as we know, passing away is a part of living. What we can do is nurture the memories that we have had with our departed loved ones.
ReplyDeleteAnd, crying is healthy. :)